Sunday, January 3, 2016

Water Under The Bridge - Adele (Against The Current Cover)



Water Under The Bridge

If you're not the one for me
Then how come I can bring you to your knees
If you're not the one for me
Why do I hate the idea of being free?
And if I'm not the one for you
You've gotta stop holding me the way you do
Oh honey if I'm not the one for you
Why have we been through what we have been through

It's so cold out here in your wilderness
I want you to be my keeper
But not if you are so reckless

If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge
If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge
Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

What are you waiting for?
You never seem to make it through the door
And who are you hiding from?
It ain't no life to live like you're on the run
Have I ever asked for much?
The only thing that I want is your love

If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge
If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge
Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

It's so cold in your wilderness
I want you to be my keeper
But not if you are so reckless

If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge
If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don't pretend that you don't want me
Our love ain't water under the bridge

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say that our love ain't water under the bridge
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say it ain't so, say it ain't so
Say that our love ain't water under the bridge
Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

Monday, December 21, 2015

Head held high.

I've been in a bad place these few weeks. I cant do things right, i cant think straight, i cant in everything i do. The thought of you have me lost in the depth of sea. So dark, so deep that i couldnt breathe, i couldnt find my way up. I'm just lost. Even today, i still at my lost. But somehow i now feel relieved, atleast the burden that i kept has been out although i didnt get what i wanted. I know its you, i know its me. We both have our path to live on now. But why is it so hard to have it the same?
Well i guess i'm giving up now. I cannot be this shallow, needy, moody person anymore. I dont want to count on you. I'm putting myself first. Not you, not her, not him, not anyone. But me! I give up. I dont want to feel so broken and so lost anymore. I cant do that to myself. Because if i did, i would let myself cried at night just to have my sleep. Because if i did, i would rather stay in.my room and laying on bed rather to have a life. Because if i did, i shut everyone off. And i'm done doing that. I am through. You can have your life, and i have mine. I'm gonna let my head held high now, so i cant see you anymore.
I'm moving on.

Friday, November 13, 2015

I am.

I aint those girls that...

Girly enough as they said as 'perempuan melayu terakhir'.
Put those heavy makeup on layered by layered.
Dress up pretty for all the time.
Wear heels because flops are much more instyle.

Because i am what i am.